Monday, February 1, 2016

**2k16**

2016 is going to be a year of positivity and growth.  I want to pick a hand full of things that I have always said I wanted to do, and just go and fucking do them.  Some things that are different about this year is that I moved to Texas from Utah.  The amount of people I know I can count on one hand.  I made one friend so far.  I have my sweet son, Remy that take care of.  Although I do feel I have enough time on my hands to start some new projects and maintain them.  So, I want to list out some things I want to do.

1. Start a lifestyle + fashion blog.
2. Write a book for Remy.
3. Start a fitness community.
4. Write and record an album.
5. Start doing more modeling.
6. Make some creative friends.
7. Take more photos with my film camera.
8. Explore the East coast.


... that's a good start.  What I'm going to do first is create a vision board.  I'll post pictures on a poster board and tape it to my wall so that I see it every day to remind me every day what to stay focused on. Brilliant!  I'll talk about my progress on this blog. Wonderful.  I'm excited!

xJB

Thursday, March 10, 2011

abbey lee kershaw.




This is my favorite model at the moment. I love her natural beauty.

Thursday, May 6, 2010

She & Him

When I was in California I got the opportunity to see 'She & Him'!! It was awesome :) Zooey Deschanel is so adorable on stage. Bopping up and down being her cute original self. I loved it!! At Coachella I was so eeger to see her I ran off away from the rest of the group who was resting tent-side and speed walked all the way to the grounds where she was performing. It felt like it took me 30 seconds to get there. As soon as I saw her I just stopped and the kind of crowd that she brought together was invigorating. Tons of fake and non-fake Ray-Bans, haha! I think that's the day I lost mine :( Sad!
Anyways, back to my story. So there I was standing all alone when I saw a familiar maroon beanie tucked neatly on a boys head, walking swiftly through the crowd. I thought for sure I knew who it was. I started to chase after the maroon beanie. He was moving so fast I didn't know if I could catch him. Then, it happened... I got him! I gave him a sweet shove on the back to catch his attention, and BAMB! It was! It was Cole!! Hahaha..... We kissed eachother without any words and watched the rest of the show. It wasn't until after the last song that we finally spoke and we were amazed in how we found eachother. The crowd was HUGE!
Me: "Cole how did you find me?!" Cole: "How did you find ME?!"

Okay, that was a very cheesey story, but nonetheless, enthused.

I wish that I had live photos of her playing in her cute vintage blue dress, but I didn't bother to wear shoes, nor carry around a camera. Unfortunately.




Thursday, January 14, 2010

breathe in, breathe out, try not to touch the surface of doubt.

I haven't blogged in quite some time. I haven't decided if this makes it more troubling to write, or easier seeing as all my topics in mind are fresh. I guess we'll figure this out as I go. I'm watching a movie right now called "The Soloist". It's inspiring. Based on the story of a Schizophrenic man yet genius instrumentalist. A newspaper columnist finds him on the streets and finds him brilliant. He decides to write a paper on him, and in the mean time of trying to learn about him for the column. He finds himself wanting to learn about him and also help him for his own emotional connection he's had on Nathaniel. I love this movie, I don't know why I haven't seen it before. Not to mention that Jamie Foxx plays his character brilliantly.

Anyways, I'm stuck in a rut! I want to start school so badly only my financial situation at the moment begs to differ. It's fairly disappointing and a huge set back at that. On a brighter note I had a vigorous workout this morning that was rather excruciating. In the good way of course. The kind where you want to kill yourself but, three weeks after doing this everyday you looooove yourself and your thoughts are the furthest away from death. Haha...


Take a look at these pics. I love the hair and am so excited to get my long hair back!

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I wore almost this exact same dress on New Years Eve







Source: lb

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Lauren Hutton.

This women is absolutely breathe taking. I remember a few months ago I was reading an article of an interview she did. She was asked what she'd like to be as she got older. She said "I would like to be a wise woman". Ah, that is so beautiful. It's astonishing how unique of a face she has; I would presume she was from a European country, but she is just a gal from South Carolina. Nuts. She is gorgeous. Not to mention she is sixty five.



Tuesday, September 1, 2009

3-hour conversations.

I need to get my hair done so badly! I have been racking my brain trying to figure out what exactly I want to do with it. I have quite a few ideas but mainly I know that I am going to cut it really short and also go very blonde. I am blonde right now, but it's not blonde enough :) Not enough for my liking. I want eye-catching hair. Not because I strive for any attention of any sort, solely because I like to be different. There is this quote by Mary-Kate Olsen that I really admire. I couldn't locate the exact quote but give or take a few words she said that she would rather walk down the street and have people think that she was dressed crazy than look like everyone else. That is a wise choice, I think. Speaking of MKO, I got asked from a friend what all the rage was about her. "Why do people get so obsessed with her? I just don't get it" Well for me. Im somebody who is highly interested in fashion. While I would hardly call my admiration for her an obsession, I just think she's great. She's a great dresser. I care about style, and fashion. Therefore, I have an interest in her taste. It's inspiring. I only wish I had the bank account to afford the articles of clothing I wish to purchase. Maybe some day :)

Anyways, about my hair... If I were balls-ey enough I would do this.

But for now I think Im going to do this...

Then slowly work my way to the other one.
By the way, in case you're wondering. This girl is Pixie Geldof. Yesterday I was searching "short blonde hair" in google and she kept pulling up, I searched her name and she has done some really awesome hairstyles! I'll speak more of her later.

Ciao for now
-jessi